Ya she must devastated:(
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Wellā¦Holy crap. A lot.
Dont really know where to start.
Oh. I turned 50 a couple of months ago and just came across this and honestly cant relate to a single one. 
Met a wonderful special ed elementary school teacher and we hit Hampton Beach Saturday.
Brought civil rights and other federal charges on my former landlord and methhead roommate who thought he wad the guy on earth and me just dumbass wastecase. 
Landlord was a whikey drunk, mysoginist, homophobic with clear latent tendencies, racist, horror movie rape porn watching, redneck, angry garden gnome.
Some seriously messed up shit like surveillance cameras, psychological torture as well as hacking, wire fraud, wiretapping and litany of iinsanity figjting them to keep control of my online and real worlds and much more and i feel very good about about their prison time ahead. 
Been staying in a hotel for a few months while i apartment search.
Lotsa summer fun here in the city of Nashua, NH but I donāt care for living in the city and will be going back up north to the country.
Saw Th King of Queens Kevin James live up in Concord.
My mom who was my best friend and greatest defender for 50 years passed away last month in terrible agony and confusion she had never had til the last month of her life. A month tjat her sisters kept her alive against her wishes. A month i could not be with her because her sisters put a restraining order on me cause they i thought i was going to end her agony. 
Fighting with her family who despise and totally dont understand me or my value for her and my dads ashes and our family photo albums.
Spent a lot of wonderful time with one of the 2 loves of my life Chara and even more and better time with my best friend Jo Jo.
Kayking, fishinhg. 4 wheeling etc.
Flew down and gave a lecture before 3000 at a philosophy conference in DC on the 4th of July to a rousing standing ovation.
Lotsa work for magazines and newspapers.
Working on deveoping an online multimedia presence including videos, podcasts, music creation etc.
Gearing up to fire up my old painting business in the spring.
Got involved with a crazy ass drug that supercharged my mind at the expense of my sanity for a few months then checked in to a psychiatric hospital to check my brain. Its good.
While in the hospital had every physical test known to man it seems apparently Iām indestructible as I confounded the doctors with the lungs of am 18 year old and a liver that says Iāve never had a drop to drink in my life. Perfect health from cholesterol to blood pressure and lost a shit ton of weight after a lifetime of indulgence.
At 50 my entire wide ranging and extriemely dymamic life has my mind just clicking on all cylinders with mental connectons coming hard and fast and i see deep significance in virtually everything now.
I helped my dear lifelong friend and chosen sister Kelly kick heroin, meth and hopefully abusive men for the first time in her 52 years.
Getting ready for a trip to Californiaās Napa Valley in a couple of weeks then down to LA to finally experience all the decadence and granduer of LA, particularly Hollywood, the Strip and all of my my teenage idol Jim Morrisonās stomping grounds.
Just booked a trip for me and Chara to spend a good deal of time in India with one of the best men i know, my friend Nerendra exploring that culture.
Been working on getting a job and work visa for lovely woman in Greece, Silvia who grew up in a monastery in Switzerland having been dropped on their steps at 6 months old. Shes head over heals for me and will be staying with me when she moves here in February. I do not feel the same for her although i like her a great deal so Iām not sure what to do about that one.
I feel the best at 50 in every way than I ever have.
And a bit more.
But other than this been a pretty boring 10 months.
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Awe man Iām so sorry. Thatās absolutely brutal dude. I know what itās like to not get along with family too. I donāt talk to my dad at all. Havenāt in years. Really sorry about your mom man. Thatās horrible 
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Oh boyā¦. Lol this sounds complicated.
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Thatās a lot to digest, JL. I told myself after I posted, buckle up Again, my heartfelt condolences on the passing of mom. Keep fighting the good fight, brother
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Oh, and last night Jo gave me these 2 she had created for me in an app and i cried because she just totally gets me and is always so very caring and thoughtful for me.
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Sheās always been a good one for you my man!!
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You just me laugh out loud with the buckle up comment.
And thank you. I miss my mom terribly. Whenever we werent together we spoke for at least 2 hours everyday. Hell i woke up and called her this morning before i remembered.
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Awe man 
Thatās heart breaking brother. Iām really sorry 
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Shes the best but she wont have me. Says we live in different worlds. Weird, i livevin many worldās.
At least we are the best of friends.
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Thanks my friend.
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Holy crap until just now i didnt fully grasp all thats gone on.
Thanks for providing me opportunity to do so.
Cant say I havenāt lived a full life thats for certain.
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Iām shutting down a bit early tonight. Enjoy your evening and goodnight, everyone 
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Goodnight, Joolzie Rest well. Pirates tomorrow & should be fun because we donāt play them often
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Take care Joolz!
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You definitely have a full life my man!!! Wow.
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HOLY SHIT!!!
Dude. Thatās beautiful Iām so fucking jealous omg!!!
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Thatās such a nice jacket man!!!
Have you seen my colts super bowl jacket ?
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